She did not say a word, just sobbed a little, and when the elevator resumed its course soon after, she stopped and left it on the next level with an embarrassed look on her face. He was still out of his pants and it took an incredible effort not to continue letting go just there and then. Sophie seems to have had a similar idea, because her eyes flicker to the small paper cups on the counter next to the sink.

There’s no way out if he ends up actually wetting himself, which he’d like to think wouldn’t happen to him, but at this point in his desperation, he’s not so sure anymore. He spent twenty minutes like this, twisting and turning, trying everything in his power not to pee himself.He himself had always had a sort of negative, boring outlook on life, but Damien was like energy and sunshine and flowers all wrapped in a happy little bundle. Helpless and lost, his eyes blurred as his crying got louder, both his hands squeezing to hold in his painfully full bladder. I tried to calm her down, saying that it was probably only a short stop, and that the elevator soon would start again. All he knew was that he stupid, and gross, and disgusting, and that he didn't have a father anymore.

His bladder whimpered when it realized that it wasn't going to get the relief it craved, but Sol hushed it, and instead settled for crossing his legs tightly and smiling at Damien. The lack of pressure tipped Sol over the edge; before Sol could get a chance to get his own hands back on his crotch, pee gushed out full force, soaking his boxers and seeping through his jeans. When Seungmin texted them that morning that he'd be domming for once, Jisung, Felix and Hyunjin were expecting him to be very shy and confused, asking lots of questions on how to play it out. I don't like how this has become such a social taboo, if you're in pain and there's no toilet around, release your bladder, stop conforming with stupid "rules" that society sets.

Now, Sol's father had never been the nicest man, and although he was never quite abusive or outright mean, he was very big on being a man and not showing weakness. The pee was warm and moist, and incredibly nice to let out, but it sent Sol into a deep pit of fear.